From the heart of health care
How to source values of care
from invisible currencies?
we hold onto our selves, yes
we hold onto each other, yes
but that which we seek
hunger
long for
eludes
evades our sorry grasp
the seeking
the grasping
all emptying
pouring us into hollow spaces
between the cracks
of smiles
toasts
and handshakes
where other things
like values
like care
become
invisible
how to value the empty?
the hollow?
the fallen mind?
how to value wisdom
when it will not
form itself
into something
graspable
how to trust the
wise way
when it insists
on being
no way
in the way
way-less
leaving us
waylaid
on the side
of the straight road
where masses
march towards
a destination
noone has actually seen
(only heard tell)
and no-one can remember
its exact location
(if it ever had one)
and what is even there
is long forgotten
but...the march continues
nonetheless
towards awards, rewards
filled pockets
endlessly emptying
while quietly
invisibly
the wise ones
hold out their
begging bowl
begging for lost coins...
love
(is it real?)
solidarity
(who dares?)
a tiny coin of care
(have you seen one?)
the wise ones
are silent
(do we hear?)
Butlin, H.J. (2018). “Searching for Wisdom”
Doctoral Study, Western University, London, ON